My plans were to have an education so I could get employment to be able to earn the finances had to pay a subsidy fee to the publication of my work gold crucifix I knew that I didn't stand much of your chance with the regular, commercial publishers because, in the end it's poetry, and I personally don't have any name recognition to motivate a publisher to make use of my work. But unfortunately, there were no fob for me personally after college. I couldn't find work anywhere. So I put my dream on hold and served the church as God's taxi for eight years in Danville, Virginia. I took older people and the disabled to church, the doctor's office, social services as well as the market. I was working well below my eduction, but prepared to do it for that Lord.